Just did an overhaul of my DA submissions. Added several new photos (many of which were taken this summer and never got around to posting), and deleted lots of old stuff that, in hindsight, was crap.

I need to find something to motivate me. I have a part time job doing before school child care, which means when they start school, I go home. So I'm home by 9:30 every morning. And I sit around doing basically nothing all day.

Sure I'm doing most of my wedding stuff DIY. Except I already finished the invitations. And the favors. And I can't work on the programs until we've met with the pastor and planned readings and music. That won't happen until April.

I've found a photographer, and a florist is next on my list of vendors, but beyond that we don't really need many external vendors; our reception site provides catering and drinks and all that.

I was doing a good job of working out every day, and then I got sick and couldn't for a week...and there went the motivation. I'm really trying to work up the motivation to start that again (I think I'm almost there, but it's really hard...especially since after working out 5-6 days a week for 6 weeks I only saw toning, no lost pounds...that was really frustrating).

I can't find a job, and that's eternally frustrating. I keep trying to figure out what I should do. If I stay out of the workforce too long, no one will want to hire me because my skills won't be current enough, but there's just nothing out there. I wish I had a more clear idea of what it was I wanted to do.

I need motivation...where can I find some? Any ideas?